T.T its time to cry

okay. so let we start. tdik. hmm. slh ku. ku tauk slh ku. nang juak slh ku. its over now. we're done! there's nothng between us dh eh! -.- nak ku feelng2 tok phl? mental kh pa. -.- dh awl pgi bloggng. 

marek. ku wall ngn zila. ;( ku pdh ngn ny. nk 'ny' ya dh da grek. sdeh ku bodo. fuck mena. dh ku sikpt 'ny'. adib gk ninggal ku. kimss glak. ya bruk. ku sikpt sorg ya. sorg gk lari. -.-

crita ny cm tok. ;( ku wall ngn zila. then. ku tnggl phone ku kt umah. low bat aie. sorry. then ku tnga kt fb ny. sbb ku on9 pke phone kkak ku. ny pdh. 'antap kau dohh. and everythngs gonna be over soon. very soon' at the time. on the spot. ku nang dh tauk pa sbb ya. -.- segal ku wall ngn zila jk lh. 

then ku bca text. ny pdh. 'sayang. i dont thnk blablabla.' ku sik ingt gk. nyesal ku bodo. time mlm ya ku dh mujok ny. but ku pujok sik glak. mok sikmok jk upa. then ku tndah ny chill lok. wtf. pgi tdik ku wall ngn syg ku. alu ny mbak break. this time. ny lngsong sikda pdh pa2. ny just pdh. 'hey. we're done. ktk pn tauk pa sbb ny. sik prlu glak rep text tok' f off. ku nangis time ya kdk pa. ;( jaik ku eh. 

and tdik. kwn ny inbox ku. kwn ny pdh. boh brik hrpan lok lh. sbb prange ny tok lain skit. ;(( nangis jak2 ku lam blit. tdah ku. mka ku dh promise ngn ny mok grek ngn ny lmk. seeeee. naah. sikda jodoh la ya. ku lh tek plh ny sikda jodoh. mn ku sik wall eh. we'll nver end up like this way. how i wish i could go back tht time and chnge evrythng. ;'((

actually. adib. kmk mok rep text ktk. but sikpa lh. i just write it on this blog. 'boo. im sorry. i've dissapointed you. im sorry. i've been heartless to you. and im sorry. i can love you once again. just give me last chance. i dont want dissapointed you. ;( just give me last chance. nyesal kmk eh.' then. text ny atg pdh. 'hey. we're over and so on' ku speechless. ;(

i've gone mad just bcuz a boy name Adib Aiman. ;( i've admit. ku just bet ngn kwn ku nk ny akan jdi grek ku. ;( im sorry sayang. i do love you. the time when you said ktk gk syg grek ktk. i've realise. kmk just pke buang bored ktk. and tht time. i realise. tht i love you. you said tht both of us sikpt grek. sbb ktk gk mseh syg grek ktk aite? ;') and tht time kmk nangis. and ktk call. and all i can said at the time is. aok2. and last. time ktk mok letak. kmk just pdh. 'ok. bye' but my voice time ya kdk besa jk. actually im cried. ;((

and whenever i need someone there for me. and you're not here boo. airica will be my partner. she's my bestfriend. she's my girlfriends. she's my boyfriends. she's my sister. my brother. ;') i miss you boo. and everytime airica with me. i feel calm. she knows how to cheer me up. and she WILL give advises to me. i still love adib. but he keeping me down. ;(