T.T its time to cry

okay. so let we start. tdik. hmm. slh ku. ku tauk slh ku. nang juak slh ku. its over now. we're done! there's nothng between us dh eh! -.- nak ku feelng2 tok phl? mental kh pa. -.- dh awl pgi bloggng. 

marek. ku wall ngn zila. ;( ku pdh ngn ny. nk 'ny' ya dh da grek. sdeh ku bodo. fuck mena. dh ku sikpt 'ny'. adib gk ninggal ku. kimss glak. ya bruk. ku sikpt sorg ya. sorg gk lari. -.-

crita ny cm tok. ;( ku wall ngn zila. then. ku tnggl phone ku kt umah. low bat aie. sorry. then ku tnga kt fb ny. sbb ku on9 pke phone kkak ku. ny pdh. 'antap kau dohh. and everythngs gonna be over soon. very soon' at the time. on the spot. ku nang dh tauk pa sbb ya. -.- segal ku wall ngn zila jk lh. 

then ku bca text. ny pdh. 'sayang. i dont thnk blablabla.' ku sik ingt gk. nyesal ku bodo. time mlm ya ku dh mujok ny. but ku pujok sik glak. mok sikmok jk upa. then ku tndah ny chill lok. wtf. pgi tdik ku wall ngn syg ku. alu ny mbak break. this time. ny lngsong sikda pdh pa2. ny just pdh. 'hey. we're done. ktk pn tauk pa sbb ny. sik prlu glak rep text tok' f off. ku nangis time ya kdk pa. ;( jaik ku eh. 

and tdik. kwn ny inbox ku. kwn ny pdh. boh brik hrpan lok lh. sbb prange ny tok lain skit. ;(( nangis jak2 ku lam blit. tdah ku. mka ku dh promise ngn ny mok grek ngn ny lmk. seeeee. naah. sikda jodoh la ya. ku lh tek plh ny sikda jodoh. mn ku sik wall eh. we'll nver end up like this way. how i wish i could go back tht time and chnge evrythng. ;'((

actually. adib. kmk mok rep text ktk. but sikpa lh. i just write it on this blog. 'boo. im sorry. i've dissapointed you. im sorry. i've been heartless to you. and im sorry. i can love you once again. just give me last chance. i dont want dissapointed you. ;( just give me last chance. nyesal kmk eh.' then. text ny atg pdh. 'hey. we're over and so on' ku speechless. ;(

i've gone mad just bcuz a boy name Adib Aiman. ;( i've admit. ku just bet ngn kwn ku nk ny akan jdi grek ku. ;( im sorry sayang. i do love you. the time when you said ktk gk syg grek ktk. i've realise. kmk just pke buang bored ktk. and tht time. i realise. tht i love you. you said tht both of us sikpt grek. sbb ktk gk mseh syg grek ktk aite? ;') and tht time kmk nangis. and ktk call. and all i can said at the time is. aok2. and last. time ktk mok letak. kmk just pdh. 'ok. bye' but my voice time ya kdk besa jk. actually im cried. ;((

and whenever i need someone there for me. and you're not here boo. airica will be my partner. she's my bestfriend. she's my girlfriends. she's my boyfriends. she's my sister. my brother. ;') i miss you boo. and everytime airica with me. i feel calm. she knows how to cheer me up. and she WILL give advises to me. i still love adib. but he keeping me down. ;(

-.-

waiting for my sayang. airica. she's oredy sleep bo. im alone eh. i cant sleep. no worries tomorow goin back to sri aman. so sik sch la. cuti. gk pun dmam tok. F. dmam indh ku. 




so, lately kt sch. my girls always be the first. whenever they saw my face. they will cheer me up. and before they goin back to sch. they will kiss my cheek and said. 'dont sad my baby. ily. if its your problems. then share with us. problem kau problem mekorg juak.' happy to have them as bestfriend. ;')




its already 2.22am and im not yet going to sleep. 5am. and i will goin to sri aman. i dont thnk i need to sleep. i dnt hve any mood. and and. you know wht. i miss my ghost and my gay. ;(




i miss him. its already 3 days we're not textng. know why? bcuz he's at dorm. and i was like. pfft! -.- i miss you like crazy eh. we're textng. but kinda rarely. cuz he's using his friend numb to text me. the last word tht i still remember before he got back from dorm is. he said. 'just promise to me one thing. faithful to me while im in the dorm and i really2 love you' and i was like. 'aww. ;') i love you more gay. for sure i'll be faithful to you.' 




gay ay ay. you know what. i miss you bh. i ;( i miss you so badly eh. ;(( i need you. oh. okay. so. 1 more day to go. you can do it ira. i know you can. ;')

aa im in love with you. ;)

guess spa aa? aa. boh glak tauk. sebok jak. hahahaha. adib aiman. im in love with this man now. hee. 

oh okay. now. i've got to forget my bestfriends love. -.- think ira, kau da grek. ny pn da grek. nk bdo kau. -.- pfft. jealous ku tnga ny. mka ny dh da grek. so do i. -.- bngok.

;(

Talking To The Moon Lyrics

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away