FUN FUN FUN!

just now bru blit dri umh dedek. seriously. nang enjoy mena. pfft. from st thom food fair, hills, then s.p. lastly, spring. ngidam mkn iglool aieh. ya ku pgi sia. sik tauk pa bnda mok di plh mn time weekend cmtok. btter hang out jk. 


then kt food court spring. we start a conversation. dedek tolak plak ku. sikpa. ny tua gk. pfft! -.-


dedek: oi ra, whts wrong with you hands huh? 
me: gago kau. tngn ku. sikpa. (then baby said 'she punch the walls aria. ne sik dek') 
dedek: ne kau tauk?
baby: nang lh tauk. ny pdh kt shout out ny. 
dedek: (tolak palak ku) knk ktk? spa plh ktk cmya glk?
me: (kimss kau, asa ku mok telan kau jk idup2. -.-!) sikda spa2 bh.
dedek: nehh. you cant lie to me bo. i know who you are. 
me: ntg bh. sikda pa2.
dedek: you punch the walls ha?
me: (silent) 
dedek: arnie azira. isnt it? you punch the wall aite?
me: yes. 
dedek: whts wrong with you smpe mok punch walls tok?! *blablabla (ku sik tauk pa di pdh ny. muahahaha)
me: ah? pa? 
dedek: *menerus kan perjuangan ny untok brhujah dan bersyarah. ndak ku tauk pa di pdh ny eh. -.-
me: dedek. kmk nak mkn. silent lok. kaktok continue blit ah? 
dedek: you sit here. i dont want to silent. 
me: aok. 
dedek: tngn kau biru eh. gk sa kau
me: baaaabi juak kau. -.-
dedek: HAHA. kidding. yerr. kmk tauk ktk peras. boh la smpe cmtok. if you want. ktk skali kmk punch pgi wall ya mok? 
me: tampa palak ko lak. -.- aok bh. sikda plh cm ya gk. 
dedek: great then. sik skit ka yang? its swollen ya bh. dh treat lom. put some ointment? no? yes? yes? no?
me: dh. 


then. abis ya pgi mango. kt sia pn ku knk buli juak. -.- mala jk ku knk pelok sidak. -.- 

night tht i cant sleep and i miss him ;(((

oh. okay. i dont know wht brings me here. i keep thnking my ex. ;(( i miss him so badly. really2 bad. ;(

adib, i miss you bh. im really2 sorry if i keep dissapointing you. ;(( you know what. though i still cant let you go. everynight i will text Airica said tht i miss you. i miss you so badly. ;(( i know its my fault. i've promised to you tht i'll be faithful. its true tht i've faithfull. but but, ;( i already mention tht i still love my ex aite. then you said 'you should be the one tht you love. not me sayang. :)' and i was like. ;(((((( mati aku. 

how could this happen to you. you love me sincerely b. i keep dissapointing you. im sorry. really2 sorry. evendoe you said 'sikda pa2' just like you always said. 'we never knows aite' ;((

boo, every night i'd check my phone. make sure tht im not gonna miss even a second to reply your text. and it seems like we're not gonna text again kan? ;( i really miss you voice. so badly. i miss your warm smile, i miss everynight we'll be otp and you sing 'one in a million' aite? ;( i miss tht moment. i miss it. i want you back. but i dont know how.

i saw you oredy got new girl aite? makes me feel wanna cry! ;((((((((((((((((((((((((((( how come. kjap jk dh da grek. ;( you know. i've punch walls dh kinek. smpe knk marah airica kmk eh. ;( i wanna punch you. but i cant. ;( thts why i punch walls. my hands hurt alot and its swollen you know. but i keep punch the walls. idc as long as it was my hands. not yours. its mine. ;(

evendoe my hands hurt. you doesnt know how does my heart hurts. ;( with you my life is so easy and i make it hard. i want you back. but i cant come back to you. i keep dissapointing you. and we'll end up like this. everynight i'll pray. so tht you'll text me. and im not feel alone. missing you. but i guess. thts just only a hope. ;( you're the one who understand me. im soorrrryy tht i still love you. ;(((((